I went down to the funeral home to get Joshua's death certificate today. I was worried I might fall apart when I read it. It didn't faze me, which is weird. It is interesting to me this grieving process. You never know from day to day how you will react and to what. I feel fine and positive for a day or two and then for a day I feel like I get slammed to the mat again and again. It is hard to think, breathe, or function. The pain can be searing and almost disabling at times. Then the next day, it is like none of the emotional beating has occurred. I am going to try and add the video of pictures the bishop created for us to play at the funeral. Bishop did a great job and, even though it can be hard to watch sometimes, it is also something I will always cherish. I am sure I will go to this video when I am missing my sweet boy. The date is supposed to be 2009 and this will be fixed as soon as we get a recording of "Darling Son" and the Bishop redoes the video.
I was able to get Sam an appointment in Salt Lake on April 1 for a surgery consultation.
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Laura you are such an amazing person. I love you so much. You are such an example to all of us. What is going on with Sam? Nothing bad I hope.
ReplyDeletesorry about the double account of mine. One is Ennette and one is Aubree's mom. I forgot that I had signed up as Aubree's mom when she was at pcmc. If you want you can delete the Ennette one. lol
ReplyDeleteDear Clapham Family, I don;t know if Ifilled out the blog info right, im new at this so Iwill soon find out if this posts or not ,the last one i tried to post didnt so here goes lol Keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers. you to little sam love u sweetie
ReplyDeletehey it works haha oops i misspelled the top amp shouldnt be there dont know what happened there. LOVE YOU ALL !!! GOD BLESS YOU XOXO
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